When you are painting.
Feelings. Feelings of a new person. Feelings of some strong person. Feelings of being in an absolutely different space. Like these feelings coming. Feelings of. You are getting younger. Feelings of you are in love all the time. You are all the time in love. That's the best feeling. When you are all the time in a love. Doesn't matter. I can't be in love with my paintings. - with the images. Not necessary exactly persons, but you - all the time in love. You are not sad. You are not depressed when you are working.